[Accidental voice post from his phone.]

[notasinglelady]

[Suddenly, a soft voice and a piano are heard.]

Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness

Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion

[It was hard to tell at first, but that’s definitely not a girl’s voice. The song and the piano go on until the last note is hit. Then you can hear a resigned sigh, and silence follows.]

Comments

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[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

[They have secret identities to maintain :/]

I think... maybe. I mean, a lot happened, with my family and everything... I understand why he wouldn't want to be with me. It's like I'm cursed.

Re: [locked]

[notasinglelady]

[Damn those secret identities :<]

You couldn't prevent that. And I'm sure he isn't perfect either, no one is. people who really love does it in spite of our faults.

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[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

[If only he weren't an assassin...]

I'm just scared he'll leave again. Neither of us has ever really made a relationship work before...

[locked]

[notasinglelady]

[Yeah.]

I don't think that there's a way to not feel scared when you are in a relationship. But new things aren't always bad, it's all about trial and error.

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[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

No, I know. It just feels like we both have so much baggage, and if I lost him -- I don't think I can handle losing anyone else. I'd just fall apart.

[locked]

[notasinglelady]

I understand why you feel like this, but thinking only about the 'what if' wouldn't do you any good, Omi. You should enjoy the time you spend together as much as you can.

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[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

You're right. Thanks, Kurt.

[locked]

[notasinglelady]

I'm glad I could help a little bit.

Re: [locked]

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

You helped a lot. now it's just letting myself believe it.

Hey, Blaine's pretty cute.

Re: [locked]

[notasinglelady]

I'm glad. You will make this work, I'm sure.

You think so?

[locked]

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

I hope so. I really want it to work.

Don't you?

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[notasinglelady]

He's your first boyfriend?

Blaine's good looking, and really smart.

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[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I guess.

Mmm-hmmmmmmmmmmm.

[locked]

[notasinglelady]

Only guess?


....

What?

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[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

I -- dated someone else before. Not a boy.

What are you going to do about it?

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[notasinglelady]

So did I. It didn't went as planet, I did it for the wrong reasons.

I wasn't aware that other people good looks had anything to do with me?

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[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

Oh, come on, Ken. He's really cute and he's a great singer, not to mention he's definitely interested in you. You need to step it up!

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[notasinglelady]

We are just friends. Not only because we are both gays it mean that we are going to date. I just met him and he is....he is the lead singer in his glee club, and they're like rock stars.

[Translation why would he be interested in me? ;;]

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[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight.

And the fact that you guys seem to share a lot of the same interests and really get along, not to mention the fact that he clearly cares about you, those aren't reasons for you to date.

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[notasinglelady]

I'm having a hard time and he is helping. He's a good friend, that's all.

[locked]

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

And you're telling me you don't feel anything else for him?

Re: [locked]

[notasinglelady]

Omi. We just met, we are friends. And I did that mistake before, I'm not doing it again.

Re: [locked]

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

Okay, okay, jeez. I'll just go pester him.

[locked]

[notasinglelady]

You should go shag your own boyfriend. Are you not telling me something?

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[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

Kurt!!! Matchmaker Omi is on the job!