[Private Journal entry || unhackable]
Mar. 3rd, 2011 04:55 pmI liked it so much better the way things were before. I should have kept my mouth shut. First that Gap guy named Jeremiah and then Rachel. I must be doing something really wrong if Blaine decides to doubt his sexuality a week after I told him I'm in love with him. I'm obviously not his type.
Either I make gay guys consider going straight or I'm just no one's type. The only guy who's shown even a remote amount of interest in me was Karsofky, and I have no idea what to think of that anymore.
I guess being different is kind of my thing. Mercedes was right, I worry too much about this. I need to stop falling for people just because they were kind to me.
Mae was said 'I never loved another person the way I loved myself.' I should do that again and I should respect myself more. I'm better off alone anyway.
I'm going to be late for rehearsal, I'd better go now.
Either I make gay guys consider going straight or I'm just no one's type. The only guy who's shown even a remote amount of interest in me was Karsofky, and I have no idea what to think of that anymore.
I guess being different is kind of my thing. Mercedes was right, I worry too much about this. I need to stop falling for people just because they were kind to me.
Mae was said 'I never loved another person the way I loved myself.' I should do that again and I should respect myself more. I'm better off alone anyway.
I'm going to be late for rehearsal, I'd better go now.